Surely, I do it for a reason.

I find it in my best interest to avoid the manipulation &/or stress of working for something not worth working for.

You will understand once it hits you. I quit with the effort.

& look at that...

It still takes me 2 months to even look at this thing. I really am terrible at keeping up with things I should do. It's the procrastinator in me I swear.

Today, was basically one of those uneventful, gloomy days; (you know the kind where you want to jump off the nearest bridge.) I spent alot of time listening and commenting on some pretty childish drama that seems to have unfolded in 15 seconds. I love that. I'm like Dr. Phil, just not as fat.

Seems though, when you put your two cents in, instantly your apart of the whirlwind of rediculous-ness & are immeadiately shuned. (SHUN THE NON-BELIEVER)

No matter, I manage to bounce back from these down-falls fast, it's not like it's the end of the world or anything.

Lighter note, i'm going to start posting pictures here eventually, to kind of keep a memoir for myself. I feel alot more open here than I ever did when I used "LJ" maybe it's because I'm not positing for my direct circle of friends, never-the-less, these are my own words, as choppy, immature, and indirect as they are. Don't like it? Leave.

Cheers.

Really now?

I keep doing this (creating blogs), however hopefully i'll actually keep up with this one.

I don't need to explain who I am or what I'm about, because more than likely this is for my own eyes only. Unless I become some overnight web-sensation like "Perez Hilton" or "Chris Crocker", but then again, you have to be a cross-dressing gay male to reach internet superstardom.

I've been doing alot of reading lately. Unfortunatly not books, but I find myself engaged in short stories & news articles on the internet. It passes time, and keeps me occupied for the time i'm imprisioned in my own house.

I found this today: http://www.myfoxkc.com/myfox/pages/Home/Detail;jsessionid=25DECF3CEB2693E18598EE35FD595722?contentId=6324918&version=3&locale=EN-US&layoutCode=VSTY&pageId=1.1.1&sflg=1

It's David Cook in like 5th grade. He's my Tv boyfriend. ( I Don't think my real boyfriend appriceates that very much :D ) Kendall is much cuter anyhow-- however its all in good fun. I've gotten suckered into this "American Idol" craze, really hardcore this year. I like it, & I like watching it, but something about this season that just made me question the talent the years prior, and why these people are just now apart of the show, seven years later.